Le moi

I prefer not to achieve anything cus I don't want my friends to lose me. But if you ask why I do that as I believe that no friends remain for ever, I'd say it's cus I believe that even for a second if I can be a friend and give a moment of joy it's worth more than a lifetime of achievements.

The reason why I don't even promote my blog is cus I believe that only for seekers it'll make sense. If it's worth it'll come out of the box though of course world will neglect it cus it doesn't cost them anything.

When I say something they will say it's wrong, but once they experience they come back and say it's right. But what a pity, they still follow the same way.

When many are worried that they are not loved even when there are people around to love them, I'm glad that no one loves me cus that gives me freedom n I don't have to worry about myself.

The world think that I'm out of my mind for not jumping the signal. Though the world and I myself has changed I still believe that red is stop and green is go.

The world says I'm a fool for not taking up the jobs that offer big sums. But I don't want myself to be bought.

When the world think that I'm useless cus I don't have certificates I believe that it's knowledge that counts.

I'm glad I didn't get through few interviews cus I don't have to work under people who look at at others through the books they have learned and don't recognize the worth of a person.

I believe selling one's body is better than selling one's soul.

When the world says virginity is not divinity but it's lack of opportunity I believe it's the matter of integrity.

From romance to flirting, from creativity to inspiration, I pity on those who think I'm impotent cus they don't know my potential.

I'm never a loser, but those who think that I can't.

I often go against my wishes and likes, and that brings the best out of me.

Most often it's the things I loved or wanted most that I said no to.

I prefer not to do everything for everyone, cus otherwise I'll end up doing things for those who don't need it.

I often wished if I weren't a Christian so that I don't have to humble myself, I don't have to play the fool, I don't have to lose the pleasures of the world, etc. etc. But then when I think of the immense love, joy, happiness and grace that surrounds me I feel I'm blessed beyond measures to be a Christian.

In terms of technology and standards, mentality and thoughts, I feel I'm born too early, cus things I find around is far way behind my expectations when even the hi-fi people around have the mindset of 1947 . And I feel I'm born too late in terms of love and affection, sincerity and faithfulness, cus now a days no one has time to spend for each other when ethics is a matter of shame.